Back to post !
Prelims are over.
DNT project Practical are done.
1 Week of Holiday !
What a relief.

Today is a very busy day for me.
First went to meet KS at bpp.
Went to eat Long John with him for lunch.
I am really broke. omg.

Then we chat chat chatted for awhile.
after that went walk walk with him to his house.
He needed to change to go work. so waited for him.
& he did something to me -
I gonna revenge him someday when I can run faster.
After that went off TPY to meet my friends

Met a few new friends.
Had a meeting with them about some stuff.
An Organisation which interest me.
Hopefully it will be successful !

We had discussion from 3 till 6pm.
5 mins break in between.
So thats like 2 hour and 55 mins.
Well overall all of us contributed few ideas.
Thats great.
Hopefully we wil be successful Ye !
Right guys !

After that went for dinner.
Chat a lil.
Then went back home at 8+

Nice day -


when can i get a answer from u...

Prelims are still on going.
I am really feeling the stress I never had felt
this few years of my secondary school life.
My first time studying till 3am in the morning and going to school at 5am.
I am really tired.
But I cant stop.

I gonna flunk my Prelim,
as I weighted...
My O level DNT is much more important than Prelim.
And I still think I still got alot of things to add in.
But I do not know what is missing.
Presentationboard was planned to be done by last week.
Till now I have not even touch it.
Looking at all my friends finishing one by one.
I feel left out, right far behind them.
The submission date is just round the corner.
& I had not done much.

Help!

2 more days.
I hope I won't fall down.

A few of my friends had fall down.
Sick after one another.
Injured.

Will the next one be me.
I don't know.

Getting more pimples because of tonnning night.
Going back home from school every day at 6.30pm?
Nearly 7?

I am going to fall really soon, not even I know if i really can
go through this.
My O levels.
Please let me have a good future.

My Phone SPOILED!

Sadded-

So now...
What?
My fault?
I am all to be blame?
Or are you suppose to be responsible?

Hey, This is your own fault that you spoil the computer.
This is not my business.
I also did ask for permission to use from you,
You said no.
I am fine with it.
From then on, I didn't lay my finger on that fucking computer of 'yours'.
So now you play play till the computer spoil,
Is my fault ?

WOW?
Coincidently, few days after the computer spoilt.
You need to do PROJECT.
Whaw?

Do I need to worry for you?
You are the one who is fucking overlimit okay.
And you still dare to say I am "Guo Fen"

So yes, what If i had my laptop.
What if I lock with password.


Yes you ask me for permission to use to do ur project.
I am fine with it.
U said 30 mins.
No problem
30 Mins.
Now you said not enough
Mum ask for 1 Hours.
fine 1 Hours.
I give it to you

Now you fucking shout infront of mum that
" 1 HOUR WHAT TO DO?
YOU GUYS WANT TO DRIVE ME CRAZY RIGHT!? "

Hello...
My problem issit.

SO now mum also fucking blame me for it right.
And Now Nagging about me right.

In the first place we agreed that ,
Fine computer is yours.
This laptop is mine.

Now the fucking computer is spoiled.
And youn fucking cant do ur project.
You come and shout at me .

Hello, I am your BRO, i am not a outsider BASTARD who let you shout at.
Now mum is also fucking shouting at me.
ALL is MY FAULT LA?
You don't have the time management.
Don't have the right attitude.
When there is time for you to do your homework, why you fucking play computer games for the fucking whole day?

Great...
Now wad.
I really HATE girls/Woman
Who Ever is FEMALE



What the hell is the problem.
FUCKING.
I really do not know how to explain.
You are driving me more and more down
and more into hatred to 'WOMAN'

Fucking why am I the only SON in this family.
Dad don't care.
BOCHAP.

I am all alone.
I really hate this.

I feel like crying.
I feel like escaping.
I feel like running away.
I feel like ... killing myself.
I don't wanna live.

but what can I do.
I do not know.
Why?
WHY all this kind happens to me
tml is The First Paper of PRELIM.
I really had no MOOD to study.
WHY.


FUCK you BITCH!
Who wanna fuck a bitch like you.

I have no time to entertain you,
If you are that free, go do something meaningful.

Been real busy with my life.
Play is of course one of the top few list this few weeks I am doing,
But after hearing some advices and some talks by a few of my friends.
I had realise, hey those thing you promise yourself, you had not done yet.

Prelim is next Week.
And I am still struggling with my O level DNT.
Of course, O level is much more weighing and important than Prelim.
But Prelim is the last round of test to proove that I am worth it
for being an Express student.
for being an O level student.

I got back my O level chinese result.
Its Total Failure (Fiasco).
I don't know why am I so indolent.

Yes, I got a B4.
I had high hope for my mother tongue result,
as it is the only few subject that I am really good in.
And I got a B4 ...
Really dissapointed.
I was smiling, smiling all the while,
Yes It is just a mask on my face.
But how can I wipe off this Mask?

"Hey You EMO ar"
"Don't EMO la"


Whats wrong with this Word "EMO".
(Who the **** invented this ****ing Word)

Yes, I decided to retake, more burden on my Shoulder.
I really do not know how to get up.
No one is helping me to get up.
I know there is someone out there, just that I cant be able to see it.
I really need you, but I do not know who are you.
Please help me, Please....

Talking to my parents...
Hello its useless...
They just don't understand.
Maybe ; its me who don't understand them...

I really want to just pack up my bag, and fly off to some where far.
Far away and fine someone to live together with.
Even if its a poor living, as long as I am happy.
To be real happy...




Had finally gonna finish my DNT PROJECT.
Ok is project, The FoLIO is not done yet.

Take a Look,
My great Achievement! My Own Hand, My Own Heart, My Everything.
Ok of course teacher got help abit x=
=.= who dont'






really searching for this person.
still searching...

HabboSoup.net
The Soup You've Yet To Taste ;


Summary :
Basically it is a HabboHotel Singapore Fansite,
Which is famous because of our Radio Station.

& Almost all of the Deejays there are Teenagers.
So you got the new taste and different style of
Deejaying skills by my fellow friends & collegue.

Yes, I am an Online Internet DJ.
DO stay Tune.


I had embled it on my blog,
Happy tuning in !

@$#%%@ I am dying !
Stress stress stress!
Yes, its normal to stress.
BUT AHH!! STRESS!!!

Stay at home the whole day yesterday!
So nothing better to do ;
So come out with some lame stuff...



I don't know what my mum boil-ED or cook ; tell you what , this thing here
is ARGH! Bitter & DISGUSTING! -turnOFF-


But, to get cure as soon as possible, I manage to Force myself to drink ...
Soo Poor thing right ! You wanna taste some :) Its "NICE"
Stupid cough...



MeanWhile... I really have nothing to do... Bored till like what---!;
So went to meditate... :)
Hello... meditate better than watching PORN ok!!!
Btw, sick person shud not watch PORN, or else your health will detoriate ^^
Wakakakaka....



SOBS, STUPID COUGH! GO AWAY LAA!!!
WEDNESDAY got O Level English ORAL LEH !
Plsplsplsplsplspls...
I Don't wanna fail!
I want get hmmm 30 out of 40 marks for ORAL :)
gahh ambitious...



Omg, guess what I saw...



Ye, I saw this Lor-
Stupid Stuff!
SHOOO- GO AWAY!




Hais... in the end still need study;
THIS IS MY LIFE ~
LA la La la ~


lame....
Oh well, I shall get back to study liao.
I don't wanna FLUNK!
X=
Byeee Doodles ~

I love` SINGAPORE!

Count on me SINGAPORE
Count on me SINGAPORE!!!

The trust is not there anymore...
& I hate people who check on me.
Using another person to get near me?
Ever know this word call " Privacy "?


Yesterday went out with friends & watched movies.
MUMMY3,
Kind of nice x=
But was coughing all the way...
Damn!

Anyway, the pop corn is real BIG man
Here;
take a look



& some ppl took picture of me sleeping without my consent!
Didn't realise until I wanna put pix on BLOG!
Who arh! Who Ar!



Thats about it;
nothing much to blog .
Anyway

when you hold on a small bird onto your hand;
if you hold on to it too hard, it will die by lack of oxygen.
Do not abuse Animals...


Gahh.. what am I saying !

Stupid COUGH.
Guess I tio some diseases that is difficult to cure.
Going to die at a young age!
Die DIe Die !

how to take exam !
English Oral next week wednesday;
& here I am troubling with alots of stuff
&&&
COUGHING!

BYE!
Dorts.

Surprise!
Yes! Its really been a long long time since I last posted.
Okay... seems like its not that long anyway...

Well, been quite busy this few days ;
& keep COUGH-ing for heaven sake.
Don't know which kind soul spread the disease to me.

#Busy with DNT ( tell you what, ALMOST completing! KAKAKA )
#Busy with continuously 'coming' test & exams
#Busy with DATING with my textbook & notebook.
... busy coughing *coughcough*

Wow- sweat, busy life right...
hmmm...
what should I post ;
lets post some pictures to entertain you guys :)
I know you guys love pictures...
maybe sometimes when I am free, i put up a survey and ask who like to see pictures
more than reading my puzzling words... (what the heck am i typing.zzz..)

Alright, stop the craps;
Enjoy the pIX ...


lets start with my retard face :D


The Wiring of my dnT project


The Top Frame of my dnT project






The most freaking tedious part of my project (circuit)


My classmates working on their project


Anson playing badminton ; uh wheres the racket...


Friends busy with thier dnT project...





ye ; thats about it.
Oh ye, went to watch Money not enough2 with kor that night.
It was meloncholic but hilarious in some part.
Well its a nice show, u guys should watch it !

Now waiting for someone to jio me watch MUMMY ;
anyoneanyone :P
allright allright, gotta go for tuition now !
catch you guys later!
I SHALL NOT BE INDOLENT!
kekekexx..

BUSY!



Hungry Ghost Festival!

BUSY!

& LOST MY BIO BOOK!
ARGH!

Woohoo!
My DNT Project Finally gonna Complete.
*Sweats*
It's a tough one, you know you know.
After finishing the Project,
Gonna CHIONG portFolio.
After finishing all the above, I can finally rest in peace,
wait wait, I mean rest in peace and study other subject for
my coming Prelim.
Ye, Prelim is coming next 21DAYS.
Is Like HOLY MAMA ! Less than 1 MONTH ; and and and I am still slacking here;
BLOGGING.

Gonna Update my blog :)
Well; nothing much REALLY happen today.
Shall not mention any bad things.
Always stay HAPPY!
KAKAKA!

Did this Love Language test.
So here is my result,
If you guys want to try,
can log on to this website below
http://www.youthnetsouthampton.org.uk/breakout/lovelanguages.php

And here is my result ;
So do things for me accordingly x=
Reference LOL

Your primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 10
Acts of Service: 8
Physical Touch: 5
Receiving Gifts: 3
Words of Affirmation: 3

Let me blog for Friday first !

Went to watch HellBoy 2 The Golden Army.
3.5*/5

The content is rather weird, in my own opinion.
But those fighting scene & those creepy creatures are sure, NICE!

So if you guys wanna catch this movie, gotta catch it soon,as it will be
closing soon !




------


& YESTERDAY
Went to Heeren @ Orchard for the Teenage Icon Singing Contest!
2 of my friends were in it, so went to support them !
One is contestant no. 3 !
*CLAPSCLAPSCLAPS*
*SHOUT*
*SHREEEEK*!
One is contestant no. 26 !
*Electric*
*ZzZZZZ*
*WEEEWOOWEEET*

alamak, ya la, is LaoPo & Situ.
even they did not get in to the next round, but they did pretty nice luhs -
If it was me =x
ok forget it =.=

So ye ! Do not worry, failure is the success of mother !
Next year try again!
No harm right x=
Overall is all about FUN :D

Other contestant did pretty well too !
Hope they will continue to JYJY -
Took some photos & Videos to share with you guys !
So ye ! ENJOY :)

Oh ya ! One more thing to add !
KorKor! Get Well SOON!

Has been awhile since I had posted.
Anyway -

forgotten what I did the past few days,
really have Short term memory.

Let me see...
Argh, really forgot -
AR! I remembered!
Went for movie with kor during Tuesday if I am not wrong.
Went to watch this movie called '
WeddingDaze





Its kind of a Comedy movie I can say,
some sexual content inside ;
but well the main point is , the movie is hilarious !
Unfortunately ; Its NC16!
So... Those who are still below 16, you have to wait :)
*Smirks*

After Movie went to Swensens look at kor eat dinner ;
found out that he actually eat like a small kid hor,
really a 6 Years Old.

Anyway, after that went home.
Wednesday nothing really happen -
Today went to library & study and touch up my folio.
After that went home.
Chat chat a little with kor, came to find me with ichiban -
How sweet worhh ~ someone ...
Tml most probably going to make banner for LaoPo -
Then the following day don't know what will happen bahs.
Hope everything will be fine !

Took some few pictures to share with you guys ;










Oh ya, want to thanks Janalyn for the chocolate !
& Kor for the Ichiban !
Forgot took pix then inside stomach liaos x=
Hoho ~

Thats about it !
Till next time!

I was shocked but glad to see all those tags.
Thanks for all the words you guys gave me.
Really appreciate it & really thank you alot.
& I want to thanks this person for the hard & effot you put in!
eh, btw wheres the chocolate *greedy*







All right, Lets forget about the pass and move on.
Last lesson for today in school was actually Pastoral Care.
We actually watch this tiny bit of movie,
About ' Decision Making ' in a relationship.

Whether if a couple should have sex because they love each other.
Meaning, If you love me, you will have sex with me.
Well, and it also show and tell us the consequences of having casual sex.
Like getting some sexual diseases eg, STD / Aids.
Or even pregnancy.

In the other way,meaning you need to do the correct decision making la.
Well, if a person loves you, this person will respect your decision.
OKAY, somehow the movie conclude the few things I wrote above.

So, its your choice!
You have the options,
Make the correct decision.

After School went for MOVIES again.
Wow, I love watching movies.
& this time,
THE DARK KNIGHT
Ye, the 'BAD'Man you know,
i mean BATman...

Overall a very nice show indeed,
& now I hereby announce that,
Don't look down on that freak' Joker,
He is way much genius than you, yes you x=
Of course more genius than me la, I so stupid.

& batman chosen not to be a HERO ;
he chosen the path ...
ALLRIGHT shall not say much, interested, catch it on CINEMA :P

Hey by the way, the actor for the character Batman is quite handsome okay!
Look like this person below '





gahh kidding ! He just one of my lame classmates lol!
The below is the real one x=




thats all for today, till next time !
Tml racial harmony day! Woohoo!

Back to post.
Seems like my blog still have readers!


I thought I will be only posting it for the sake for myself.
uh, btw I not attention seeker pls.

Just venting out anger.
Anyway,
Really want to thank you guys for your concern.
Thanks billions lots.
Its so great to have you guys as my friends.
You guys COLOUR my LIFE!
Hmm, shall I use a Stronger Word? ' DRAW '

don't you find it more meaningful by drawing than to colour?
When you draw, at least you think, & you know your purpose.
Colour, you just colour mindlessly.
learn from lit lesson x=

Really thanks alot alot alot ;
To my LOVE-ed friends,

LaoPo,
CheeKeong
Janalyn
Ckheng Huei korkor,
Linda
& I am Surprise to see my sister tag me.
& others.


Anyway, touched up my skin,
It looks more tidier & neater.
More User Friendly , ye :D
About the songs,
I will fix it asap!

I had been hiding something deep inside me...
Because of it, I was putting on a mask, which cover the real person.
I do not wish to be like this... but what can I do?
I tried every thing I can do, but all don't seems to work.
From Primary School I been mock, laugh-ed at because of it.

Yes, I admit, I am quite sensitive to that word.
Argh, Picture shows everything.







Yes, I guess you all know what I am talking about now.
" HAHA- you stupid BoGEH "
" Jason What happen to your teeth? "
" You got punch ar, HAHAHA! "

I had enough?! really...
Its a long story, and it all start when I was just a primary school kid.
I bear whatever critism people say me...
I bear whatever words people bombarded on me...
I bear it all on myself.
I did not say back, i just.. keep it to myself


Till now, A 16 Years Old.
I did not tell my parents how I feel,about how people say about me.
Why? I don't know why...
I had already lose trust from them

I had went to see a specialist.
& yes, to fix these thing... It cost a bomb.
I am trying so save it, myself.
Yes Myself.
to solve the problem, I need to undergo surgery.

And now in my social life...
Whenever I meet new people
I don't know what people think about me.
Sometime to hide my flaws, people made a funny joke,
Inside me I wanted to laugh out, but how? I do not want to show it.
When I just came in to my Sec School Life. People say I am a retard.
I dont smile.
Seeing other people with beautiful smile, really hit me, hey why are u like this

I am trying really hard.
Yes, it might not be a problem to anyone of you.
But its my problem. Everyone has different kind of difficulty.

I had told a few of my trusted friend about it.
I was relieved that they did not laugh at me like those silly childish people.
They look concerned & I do treasure them.

till now its still hard for me to ...
I don't know how to explain.
I just feel a little down today, and really wanted to say this little piece of secret.

I just bear it alone, myself.
Covering with a mask.
I shall get back to me homework, tomorrow still have test.
bye.


people say I am cute, I am whatever, sorry, I am just a ugly duckling..
bearing this piece of secret when I was 11,
thus i really hate those people who personal attack people,
especially to my friend. I will kill you!
it took me alot of courage to click"publishpost"
i don't know how to conquer this...

Hey Guys! Back to post ye.
So I guess you guys had now seen my new skins.
So what do you guys think about it?
Hey wait, don't say it is ugly leh.
will hurt feeling de!

Anyway its been a long day today.
Especially the first lesson.
D&T which I am really stress and vain about it.
As I had top it during my Mid Year Class, now classmates are like
" Jason Siol ~ "
" Wa pro liao lor ... "

But honestly, I really don't know how I did it.
Maybe teacher eye got stamp or something.
anyway, now the subject teacher is like expecting high on me,
its really stress...
Sometimes I think, hey... do good also cannot, do bad also cannot.
then do what?

oh well. after school, went home & got ready for tuition.
After that meet with one of my friend :)

thats all about it...

ps ; your gentle tap on my head really give me alot courage :) thanks...

Yipee !
I finally created a very own of my very very own blogskin which took me quite a few days to find out all the codings and html codes.

I know its a little plain, but well I did my best. I will improve on it next time!
Anyway, went to look for doctor today with my mum.
Need check out of some skin problem on my face.
Then found out its because of fungi thingy. Don't know what it is, but anyway its curable DUH-

& doctor says : You Suntan too much & you swam in dirty water thats why + you got pimples and a sensitive skin. You must take good care !

Hahs ~ Why must my skin be weaker than other people ! ARGH!
Oh Well.
ITCHY man !

Anyway one more stuff to add on before I go.
I finally got my Grey Contact Lens, Which I waited for that Supplier today for damn long. Let me count - 4 to 5.40pm 1hr40min standing at AngMoKio MRT station looking at people walking by pass.

But well its all worthwhile !
Today got O level Chinese listening Compre.
Tricky one.
Hope I will get a good score.

Thats all folks, till next time !
to be continue ...




ChioBU with retart face =_=





before i went in movie (red cliff)