100th Post.

whymust it be like this.
i hatemy nest.
i hatemy tree.
i hatethe 3flowers.
why must i be the grass.
the grass that always get step-ed on.
the grass that need to act lively, and sway side to side,
controlled by the wind
i am a nothing, hollow person.

really want to find a right person,
and give a HUG, just a hug. silently.
to understand me.
to know whats really under this red piece of heart shape-d

you peoples just dont understand.
i hate to be the grass.

Was my first time doing gym.
went with sayirah and janalyn.
tried the treadmills, the bicycle thing and the Stepping thing.
It was exhausting, but its still fun tho.
Seems like gym-ing is not a bad thing.
i shall try to go often!

Today went for swimming ye,
actually every week i go for swimming so ye.
Nothing surprising.

Today is easther Sunday so ye.
happy easter :)

dontKNOW english,
doNOT gehKiang.
look what i found ;

Hey guys.
its sports day, do not hesitate when the gun sound goes - BOOMMMMM
ready
steady
-
bom pee pee

Dash-

Its nice to see creatures with two-legged run around the field.
or should i not define creatures.
okay w/e LOL.

today went for
step up 2
&
10,000 BC

yupp. both are nice movie, man.
expecially step up 2!
man, how i wish i can be a street dancer.
but oh well, i cant even dance freestyle,
still choreography.
yo-sup looks who is in deeee house .

LOL.




HOT?







so yup thats for today :D
o Song updated
o LINKed

Sick Sick Sick...
Flu Flu Flu...
Haish.

Went for Sky of Love Today
So Nice Okay =D



Hiro <3
Mika <3

It was a sad story overall.
But there still happiness within.
So Cool Lorhs.


Today Miss Tanbunan Lesson About Himalaya Mountain.
Descrip It.
In My Opinion
Its Focus.
Aim your Target to the pinnacle of the mountain.
Thats my definition.
Obstacles :)

Changed Song ,
Dirty POP :D

Yesterday went back for school.
Can't concentrade for the whole chemistry lesson.
Because of the Stupid weather.
Nearly froze my spine.
Sneezing my nerves out.
Hope today will be a better day for me.
ANTI-FLU ~

END.

Basically, yesterday went out with
Vivian And Janalyn to PHS carnival.
Theres alot of Shuai Ge And Mei Nu -o
Anyway, didnt bought the carnival tix, So cannot play any games.
So no money to buy any stuff, sadded-
but vivian treated me a drink :)
quench my thirst.

actually there was concert , but gahh, we left the hall.
so i cant go in. no money buy tix =x
but heard that it was fun.
ye, didnt see my friend sister.
mayb I blind, then never see bahs lols.

allright, nothing much,
march holiday started, but its not like a holiday for us.
get what i meant =O?


reLINKED - http://jn-browniecake.blogspot.com

Suddenly have the urge to study.
After today A-Z Career,
I feel more motivated and to study.
But it was tough for me, in my opinion.
It might not be hard for the others, but for me.
I will strive for the best I can.
Utilizing myself to score.

Do your best,
Keep on persist your dream, DUDE.

-

Sighs ...
This Family Tree will be collapsing anytime,imminent.
Hopefully won't.
I cant gives out any cliche of me.
If not it will just add up the loads we are having now.
We are now travelling on a very rocky road, whereby road is hard
to go by.
I don't know why this is happening.
I hope we can make out something, to rescue this family tree.

I recalls what Mr.Raj told be when I was in Sec 3.
Now I really have to be independent.
I need to get results.
Even though this time, this round, I lost terribly.
My results didn't go that smoothly.

Today motivation programme really aids me alot.
Lots more than I imagined.
Maybe I am still in this rectangular box, my mind set is still fixed.
But I can still break through this dull box , if I have this determination,
and confidence.

I
HOPE .

Ohhh .. oHH .
its 1stMarch08.
boring -
a new song to introduce to you guys.
pictures of you.
its been quite a long while on the board.
its a nice song.
its about pictures ' memories , yes memories is important to everyone of us
especially happy memories and sad memories that make us grow up.
so enjoy :)

cant really go out often now. currently
have financial problem . and i am saying seriously .
therefore avoiding going out with my friends nowadays .
feel a little neglected, but oh well.
its life-
- why? :I
got a terrible shock of my life.
my result is dropping into a blackhole or something.
never ending dropping, lifeless, meaningless.
i need to use more english, i mean ENGlish,
not SINGlish.
its somehow pathetic but...

Went for swimming today, weather was cool.
i have nothing else to say,

just want to say...

maybe we are not that close.
hiding myself somewhere, that not belong to me .

nostalgic [did i spelled it correctly?]